Guess what? I got healed of that vaginal discharge.
i was unsure
i was scared
i was convinced
my emotions were on a roller coaster
i went for easter meeting pretty confused
because every one was attacking me
from all angles
i was a hooker, a pro, a wicked gal
i could have broken then if they tried me
i was crying inside
but also holding on tightly to Jesus
inside me, i was strong, unlike me
But... i knew God spoke to me
i was giving like a crazy chic
everything i had
i was abandoned by everyone
or so my psyche told me
i closed my eyes and focused on God
and God showed himself strong on my behalf
i was still smelling
but God told me to stop padding
and so i stopped
and when people mocked me asking
if i had a testimony, i smiled serenely
and said yes that i would say
when i was ready
a month or two weeks later
i stopped smelling and then
all the tornado from the church leader
started coming telling me it would come back
i sat through many meetings scared
it would come back and i could feel
people sniffing around me
trying to make it smell
God stood by me and i remain
I smell oxygen now
wonderful oxygen
the air smells good
the flowers look brighter
Its wonderful to be alive
Guess what?
I know God has more testimonies
in store for me
The waves of favor
If i would only dare to believe.
I will dare to believe
Cause i know that God loves me
too much!
