I have the life of God in me.

Guess what? I got healed of that vaginal discharge.

i was unsure
i was scared
i was convinced
my emotions were on a roller coaster

i went for easter meeting pretty confused
because every one was attacking me
from all angles
i was a hooker, a pro, a wicked gal
i could have broken then if they tried me

i was crying inside
but also holding on tightly to Jesus
inside me, i was strong, unlike me

But... i knew God spoke to me
i was giving like a crazy chic
everything i had
i was abandoned by everyone
or so my psyche told me

i closed my eyes and focused on God
and God showed himself strong on my behalf
i was still smelling
but God told me to stop padding
and so i stopped

and when people mocked me asking
if i had a testimony, i smiled serenely
and said yes that i would say
when i was ready

a month or two weeks later
i stopped smelling and then
all the tornado from the church leader
started coming telling me it would come back

i sat through many meetings scared
it would come back and i could feel
people sniffing around me
trying to make it smell
God stood by me and i remain

I smell oxygen now
wonderful oxygen
the air smells good
the flowers look brighter
Its wonderful to be alive

Guess what?
I know God has more testimonies
in store for me
The waves of favor
If i would only dare to believe.

I will dare to believe
Cause i know that God loves me
too much!

i lived....

"Tara come forth"

i had malaria and these were like the words that preserved me amidst the prayers of familya nd friends.

so i battled for my life against malaria fever and all the demons of hell who thought they had the right to take me. At first, i thought it was a joke and then i prayed sparingly. Guess what i had this sneaky feeling that someone was trying to take my right to life from me.

who can declare a thing when the Lord has not commanded it?

not that i remembered this scripture at the time. somehow i feel refreshed after this ailment had been sent back to the enemy, i do not want any gifts from him.

"My times are in God's hand".

My words are important and no one, i repeat no one is going drive me from this earth until i am satisfied.